•Friday, November 28, 2008
hmms . kena forced to blog . but nvm . wanted to blog anyway =psame thing . NO NAMES mentioned =p hahas .take any sentence u tink suits u ;x~ hw i wish to walk into ur heart and open the window of ur heart ~~ u dunno hw impt to u . even if i died u will nvr understand ~~ u dun haf to noe wad i am tinking . but jus trust me ~~ trusting and believing makes a big diff ~~ all love doesnt have to haf a happy ending . cos love doesnt end ~~ if u throw ur thrash in me . i will be the luckiest dustbin ~~ if u can make me sad . u r the 1 for me in my life ~~ love onli rejoices in truth and not lies ~~ loving makes 1 go blind . yet blindness doesnt makes 1 go loving ~~ love is felt by the heart and not heard by words or done by actions ~~ love doesnt not need to be repaid ~~ love is onli a feeling not a power . so dun say the power of love is great ~~ hatred makes 1 go wild . but without hatred . there isnt a learning point ~~ open up to some1 and u realised he/she is urs ~~ smiling doesnt mean happiness and sadness doesnt mean misery ~~ advices r not meant to be listened but to be act on ~~ tears r not meant to be dropped but flow ~~ a min of happiness a day means onli 23hrs59mins of sadness ~~ u stole my heart jus by looking at me ~~ my heart follows u not everywhere . but every sec ~~ nth leads us to anywhere . is where we lead ourself too ~~ nothing can speak for our heart . for heart is smth to be felt ~~ speaking from the bottom of the heart is still empty talk ~~ loving without actions doesnt mean puppy love ~~ a min of happiness can mean more den 1 yr of sadness ~~ to smile can be acted . but to cry hardly can be acted ~~ a kiss from u and i became urs ~~ jus a lil action and words from u i went wobbly ~~ nothing means more den jus a pat from u ~i really running out of ideas=.= zz . but nvm for 2dae i post liddat .here comes the no name section RAWRS !~ i noe u r not feeling happy cos u tink ur attitude problem is coming back . however u dun haf to worry . although *** is not around p4L still survives . our spirit nvr dies ! no matter wad i support u !~ u do noe u <3 ******** alot . so y u bother to hide . u can jus follow ur heart de . i noe ur blog say u dunno hw to start following ur heart . cos u haf been following ur brain ur mind . which means ur tinking for yrs . is hard to change i noe . since u gonna gif up on him . y nt nw . at least got some1 to help u . tt some1 might not be here all the time for u . tt some1 might be gone again lyk the last time when he said he was goin away . but dun worry . if u wan . u can sms instead of calling . msn instead of calling . while talking to ******** u can msn me . is easier for u . makes u more happy . y not . but hwever if ur parents come in den gg . u can say u talking to me . u kup my call . msn faster type say call u . i will try my best to help u de . but of cos i wun be here forever . sooner or later i might be gone ^^ lyk the last time . u nvr noe . i nvr noe . nobody will noe . hahas . i noe u read tis lurhs might heartpain might sad . but dun nid . is not worth . do smth more worthwhile of ur time . ur tears . ur love . jus do wad u lyk . do wad u supposed to do . ur frens around might be impt ur gans might be impt . but nobody is more impt den ur parents and future husband bahs . i guess u wan spend ur life wit him de . but things turn out to the state where u nvr expected it to be . so dun feel sorrie for urself . feel sorrie for the ppl hu do not noe hw to treasure u . sorrie if i made u heartache again . dun cry bahs .
~ myself ;x LOLS . dunno wad to post lurhs . but nvm . i shall try tink . i really dunno wad i wan in life yet . i noe my job is attractive . its an opportunity . but i dunno y i wanna slack . i cant tahan the stress . i haf ever tahan a few stress at one go . but tis yr . tis month . tis day . the stress is all piling up till i cannot take it anymore . i dunno hw to go about taking tis stress . jus swallow it ? or jus throw it away ? some1 teach me hw pls . i cant stop goin out anymore . cos i really wan take a breath . i nid a long long break . but dun worry . towards my jan pay chk i will not gif chance de . i wan earn wad i supposed to earn . at least the MINIMUM ! i nid the $ to support myself T.T i might look happy everyday . but i really am sad ! i jus dun wan show it to other ppl . to anybody . cos i dun wan share sadness but happiness . i can make everyone happy . yes i can do it . everyone noes . but y isit so hard to laugh . i laugh at the wrong point of time . when i supposed to i didnt . not supposed to i do laugh . hais . wad's the point of my life . i aint got any str . i aint got any pillar to lean on . i got nth else to make me go on . i haf totally broke down already . i used to shout at my father lyk no kick . everyday thing . yet when i shouted at him ytd i cried . he tot is cos i cried of the things he said . but he didnt noe the real reason . i myself dunno the fking reason ! hais . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ can some1 teach me T.T can some1 help me T.T i really cannot take it anymore . tis is jus for u all to read . dun nid comments for tis part thx .
loyal readers ~ u r much appreciated . i noe my blog is not posting much . i neglecting my blog and readers . for tt i apologise . hope u guys take care yeas ~Labels: hais sadness
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