•Sunday, November 30, 2008
lols . got new stead jiu forget the rest . i really *pei fu* tis kinda fren ~ hahas .after the many things we been thru . jus 1 word . i got stead cannot so close .and tt's it . really tt's it . nothing more .i dunno wad else i can say bout u ^^which sentence am i to believe ? the *i gonna prove u wrong tis time*the * i gonna change for myself not u*which wan ? or many others hahas .yes yes i noe u got stead liaos . grats . tt means i can fk off rite ? okie i get it .I AM REALLY FKING STRESSED ! Y MUST FRENS . CLOSE FRENS . BROTHERS . SISTERS . EVERYBODY GIF MI STRESS . NOBODY NOES WHERE MY STRESS COMES FROM . NEITHER DO I . MUS EVERYTHING BE SAID SO CLEARLY ? MUS I REALLY SPELL OUT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING BEFORE U PPL UNDERSTAND WAD THE FUCK I WAN OR WAD THE FUCK I NID ? TRUSTING PPL GOT SO HARD MEHS ? Y ALWAYS I MISPLACE TRUST DE . U ALL FKING NID MY TRUST I GIF U ALL . DEN TIS IS WAD I GET ? I FKING WANNA CRY BUT AINT GOT THE TEARS TO CRY . U ALL UNDERSTAND HOW FKING PAIN IS TT ? UNDERSTAND HOW FKING HURT I AM ? UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ANOT ? I DUN GET IT AT ALL . DO I SEEM LYK I AM SO FKING EASY TO PLAY WIT . TO BLUFF . TO CHEAT . TO BE PUSHED AROUND ? I FEEL FKING LOST IN TIS WORLD . FEEL LYK THERE ISNT A GOAL I CAN AIM FOR U FKERS NOE ? I HELP WAD PPL . HELP WAD LJ . I DUN WAN HELP LIAOS LARHS . I HELP 10 TIMES 9 TIMES KENA BASTARD . DEN WAD THE FK IS THE POINT OF TIS ? JUS TO SEE U PPL LIVE HAPPILY AND THROW ME ASIDE ? LEAVE ME IN MISERY ? FOR FK I DO ALL TIS . COME ON GUYS / GALS . TIS IS NOT THE WAY LIFE IS . I REALLY FEEL FKING STRESSED U NOE ? IF I CAN JUMP I SURE JUMP . IF I CAN DIE I SURE DIE . U NOE Y I SO DARING ? COS I NOT AFRAID OF DEATH NO MORE . I WAN IT TO COME MY WAY FASTER ! U PPL ALWAYS CLAIM U CAN HELP U CAN HELP . BUT CAN U ANOT ? I DUN SEE U CAN DO IT LORS . I NVR SEEN ANY1 HU SAID I WILL HELP U REALLY HELP ME . ONLI NOE HOW SAY *ONLI U CAN HELP URSELF* I NOE TT FOR FUCK SAKE . IF TIS IS UR SO CALLED *HELP* DEN FK OFF FROM ME ! I DUN NID AND DUN DESERVE TIS KINDA HELP ! IF EVERYTIME I SAY SOMETHING TT TOUCHES U DEN U CLOSE WIT ME DEN FK OFF ! FK OFF ! I DUN NID TIS KINDA CLOSENESS . NO POINT ! NO FKING POINT ! U TINK ALL TIS LOVE LOVE LOVE GOT USE ? I TELL U . EVERYBODY NOE HOW TO SAY DE . IS JUS FUCKING 4 LETTERS . L . O . V . E . I ALSO NOE HW SAY ! BUT SAY LIAOS DUN DO DEN SAY FOR WAD . DUN SAY BETTER . CB . U ALL NOE HOW FKING TIRING TIS IS ? HELP LIAOS DEN GONE . GONE LIAOS I SAY A FEW WORDS . COME BACK DEN ASK FOR HELP . HELP DEN GONE AGAINS . KEEP LIDDAT . I DOG MEHS ? I TINK I AM LARHS . ALWAYS SAY *SORRIE FOR TREATING U LYK A DOG WHEN U R NOT , ITS MY FAULT I'M SORRIE* BUT AFTER U COME BACK ? STILL TREAT ME LYK DOG . YES YES DEN U WILL SAY I WILL CHANGE ! BUT U FKING NVR CHANGED ! U ALWAYS SAY I DUN LED U UNDERSTAND ME . I NVR GIF CHANCE FOR U TO UNDERSTAND ME . BUT HAF U ALL EVER TRIED TO UNDERSTAND ME . I NOE ITS DIFFICULT . I NOE ITS HARD . COS I AM COMPLICATED . BUT HAF U ALL EVER KNOWN I HAD A SIMPLE SIDE ? NO . Y NOT ? COS U NVR BOTHER TO FIND OUT MY SIMPLE SIDE . BUT KEEP PONDERING OVER HOW TO UNDERSTAND MY COMPLICATED SIDE ! GET IT GET IT ? I REALLY FKING SICK AND TIRED OF TIS LIAOS . IF U NOE ME ADD ME IN MSN . OR IN BLOG . ONCE U SEE URSELF BOTH OUT OF BLOG AND OUT OF MY MSN TT'S IT . I REALLY WUN GIF ANYMORE CHANCE LIAOS . U ALL CAN ASK ME FOR LAST LAST LAST LAST LAST CHANCE . A THOUSAND AND ONE CHANCES I GIF THE SAME RESULT WILL STILL HAPPEN DEN FOR FK I BOTHER TO GIF U ANOTHER CHANCE ? TT'S IT ! I FKING DULAN . I FKING FKING DULAN !Labels: FKING DULAN
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