lols .. happy tt u said miss me ytd . but i noe it was jus a joke .
hais . u jus kup the fone . i noe its not ur choice but yeas ~
thx for letting me listen ur voice yeas ~ loves !
but hais . i am jus sad lurhs . i cant slp at all ..
sorrie yeas pig . go slp bahs . hope u haf sweet dreams .
stay happy wit hu ever u tink of steading wit .
i will b here in sadness and darkness but i will care for u still .
turn to me if u haf no one to turn to . i will always b here for u ~
i will nvr gif up on u . at least for now . until u make me do so .
i hope not though . i dun wish to gif up on u jus yet .
i noe we jus haf a future ahead but y dun u wanna walk wit me .
explore wit me the future we haf ahead of us . the happiness .
the sadness . the everything whether good or bad we haf .
i hope i will be the one to wait for u outside schl .
i hope u will be the one to wait for me after army . or ite even .
i hope tt i can pei u sms while u go to schl even .
i hope we can spend our sats or sundays together .
watch movie together . hug each other to slp .
dream together . do everything and everything together .
but wadeva i tink wadeva i did for u . it onli made u feel bad .
i noe i am not the one for u . but y did u treat me so good ?
i tot my care would make u feel btr . but u keep saying u feel guilty .
i didnt noe i will make u feel guilty cos i onli cared for u wit my whole heart .
i am sorrie if i even did something to hurt u . cos it really wasnt on purpose .
i am sorrie if i ever made u sad . cos i myself am sad .
i am sorrie if i ever made u worried . cos i am always worrying for u .
i really hope u r the one to share my sadness and happiness .
if u really wan go wit other guys jus tell me . i will gif u my blessings .
and still will be waiting for u to return . if there's ever a day u wanna return .

something for u all to read .
jealousness is aroused by love . love is aroused by emptiness . emptiness is aroused by loneliness . and lonliness is aroused onli by leavin the 1 u love . love is to trust , forgive and forget . not to bear a grudge or to tink of the bad points . love is something daring . not many dare to try it out . love doesnt wait . love doesnt fade . love onli goes by along wit time . love onli noes the good points and not the bad points . love is able to trust the opposite and not to suspect the opposite . tis is true love . true love will nvr hide facts from the other party for love protects each other from hurt . though the facts might hurt . but love is able to neutralise the hurt done to each other . tis is the power of love . the power of love is actually a feeling . not said by words or done by actions . is jus proven by feeling . if u feel something wrong is happening . wad has to be done is not to suspect . but to trust and ask . accept wadeva ans is given . do wadeva can be done to help each other . and not to suspect , guess and do something wrong to harm each other . sometimes if suspecting the innocent might nvr be undone and it will be too late to say i love u to the other party already . love is smth fragile . the power is veri huge but the slightest words or even the slightest touch can hurt the love and even cause 1 to break down . so dun tink tt love is great so everything can be done . no matter how great a thing is , it still has a weak point .

a fren will always hide ur bad points .
but an enemy will always tell ur bad points .
so do u wish for a fren tt onli says ur good points who is not honest .
or an enemy hu onli say ur bad points who is honest .

sometimes is too late to say sorrie .
sometimes is too late to say i love u .
but its btr to be late den nvr .
however nvr always be too late .
for being late might jus make u regret it for life .

certain things can be found out .
certain things cant .
many things can be seen .
some things nid to be felt .
some thing nid to be said .
some things nid to be left unsaid .
many things cannot be heard .
but explanation nid to be heard .
is the naked eye btr to understand .
or the feeling of ur heart btr .

the heart is a powerful organ . it can hurt u till u cry . yet it can make u fearless of many dangerous things . even a knife stabbing towards ur love , u can jus block it for ur love . but the heart can also hurt u till u feel the sourness and bitterness of everything on earth . is jus comes and go . mayb wit a group of frens u feel lyk having a windy day . ur heart doesnt feel much . but when alone tis wind might jus make ur heart shiver .

BEING ALONE . tis might be the most feared thing on earth . nobody wanna be alone . everybody jus nids freedom but freedom doesnt mean being alone . being alone makes 1 tink of many things . even makes 1 go moody . but being alone makes 1 mind blank . but if blank y do we tink of many things . tis is how u prove tt ur heart is confused . is aint abnormal . however its common . y is such an abnormal feeling common ? cos everybody feels the same . so is being alone gd or bad . it all depends on how u be alone . how u use tis time of being alone wisely . it can be spent on many things . but do we spend it on tinking . many of us jus tinking of wad we r tinking . dun get it ? simply speaking we dunno wad we r tinking . many of us at times go blank for wad reason . for no reason . so if u ask ppl smth , and the reply u get is dunno . jus accept it . for its a real ans . its not hiding a fact or anything . but jus dunno . many at times will tink being alone means emo . actually no . being alone jus means he/she nids some time of their own . is not really a big deal . even if it meant emo . wad can be done . he/she nids some time of their own also is logical . we dun own their time . its their freedom to do wad they wan . ppl always nid a listening ear but forgot to be a listening ear to others . so y not try something u peeps havent done it b4 or for long . try listening to others and putting urself in their shoes . mayb u might understand the feeling of being alone . of even get a btr understanding of y others wanna be alone . if a person really wanna be alone jus led him/her go cos if u try to disturb him/her , they might jus turn nasty or even change totally to someone u feel veri stranger to . its jus normal to be alone . nth much surprising .

tt's all for today . happy reading peeps !

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