2dae went to schl lyk normal . tot of emo-ing in schl but didnt . i didnt wanna whack any ppl . so i tried acting normal lyk nth happen .i also couldnt . tis is hw useless i am ^^ hahas . i did smile and laugh alot in schl . but it jus aches my heart . i ate handmade noodles/ban mian 2dae agains . nice . but no use .i came home and vomit everything out . wanna try fit into her life .vomit vomit bla bla ~ vomit till blood came along . lols . nw smoking at a spd of 1-2 mins per stick .nth much is left except u . i tried to cut everything .size , smoking , money spending wise . jus to save for our *future* ( mayb no more future though )u told me once u were not interested in bgr . i aint pressure u .i didnt wan to go against u . therefore i respected ur decision .hahas . i even so stupid to ask u to take off ur boyfren's name .tis i apologise a million times . so sorrie .no matter wad u do nxt time . mayb i cant care much .cos i aint haf the right to say anything much more .when its raining and i am not there to shelter u from the rain .hope i can shelter ur heart from the cold .if u r sad . and i am not there for u .hope i can be ur sunshine .if u tired , and i cant be nxt to u for u to lean on .i hope to be able to help u rest .if u happen to be trapped in the dark .hope i am ur light .all these r jus sentences from movies bla bla ~ but wit a sincere voice of mine . i do hope things change .saying is easy . doin is hard . proving it is harder .but the hardest is to maintain it .the red piece of glass aint jus a toy .its a heart . a sincere heart tt loves u .u cant deny tt u dunno tt . but u can dun accept the love i haf for u .hope u last long wit ur dear of cos . no matter wad . i wun be leaving u .is u shall be leaving me . i will be by ur side whenever u nid me .we will jus be a sms or a call away .sincerely hope u take care of urself .though i might not be the one for u .jus hope his the 1 for u . hahas .our lifestyle doesnt fit . neither does out thoughts and feelings .is all along a 1 way traffic . i haf been goin in and u haf nvr came out .a 1 sided love aint hurting . the love i haf for u is a gift from god .the way u r is a grace from heaven . though god's gift might not be able to take god's grace .but god's gift will definitely keep god's grace in the box .a few song to dedicate to u . if u wan get from me .无条件为你 , heartbreak lullaby (u shld haf tis )男人女人 , going crazy . hahas ... tt's it for nw bahs ... cont in the night . cares yeas ? loves seekee ~ Labels: when will u notice my love for you . hais ..
